{ "item_title" : "Not about him", "item_author" : [" Charlie Allen "], "item_description" : "A two-perspective journey through longing, overthinking, heartbreak - and the radical act of choosing yourself.Crush Culture: Rehearsing Love in Your Dreams is the narrative: everything as I remember it, after it happened.Not about him series are the heartbeat: the words I wrote while I was still in the middle of the storm. This isn't a love story.It's a self-story - told from the inside and the after. Not the aftermath. The during. Part 3Most stories end when the crush fades - when the daydream dissolves and reality takes its place.But this is not the end.This is where I begin.This is the part where I stop waiting to be chosen and start becoming the person I want to be with.Where I learn that love isn't something I find - it's something I build within myself first.These pages are filled with standards, softness, and self-reflection - about what I want in a partner, how I want to be loved, and who I am while I wait.It's about turning the absence of him into the presence of me.I write about romance not as fantasy, but as intention.About partnership not as need, but as choice.About dating not as pursuit, but as practice - of honesty, of awareness, of becoming.Because if I'm not dating him, I'm dating me.And maybe that's how every real love story begins.A crush awakened my heart - and my self-worth.Now, I'm learning to stay awake.Read it alongside the first book for the full picture - the timeline and the trigger in one, the storm and the rise.Liking the series:Read Part 4: Love didn t arrive - I did.", "item_img_path" : "https://covers4.booksamillion.com/covers/bam/9/79/827/227/9798272275455_b.jpg", "price_data" : { "retail_price" : "10.50", "online_price" : "10.50", "our_price" : "10.50", "club_price" : "10.50", "savings_pct" : "0", "savings_amt" : "0.00", "club_savings_pct" : "0", "club_savings_amt" : "0.00", "discount_pct" : "10", "store_price" : "" } }

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