Smiling While Breaking : What I Carried in Silence, and How I Learned to Put It Down
Overview
She was the one everyone said was doing great.
For years, Sandrine Barhins was fluent in a four-word sentence: "I'm good, just busy." She could fix her face in a car window, walk back into the room, and nobody would know she'd been crying in the parking garage.
Smiling While Breaking is a memoir about what happens when strength becomes a performance. It begins in a loving, faith-filled home that never taught her how to say the hard things out loud. It follows her through the quiet years of shrinking, the love that slowly cost her her voice, the kitchen floor where the act finally gave out, and the long, unglamorous work of building a self she didn't have to hide.
This isn't a story with a villain, and it doesn't tie everything up neatly. It's honest about prayer that came in pieces, forgiveness that didn't mean going back, boundaries learned badly and then better, and healing that overlaps with still hurting. You'll find yourself in these pages if you've ever:
- answered "how are you?" with a lie you'd rehearsed
- carried more than anyone around you realized
- loved someone and lost yourself in the process
- wondered whether faith and honesty can share the same room
Told in three parts (The Weight, The Fracture, Becoming), it is written for anyone ready to put something down. If this book met you somewhere true, please leave a short review. It's the biggest way a new reader finds it, and your honest words matter more than you know.
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Details
- ISBN-13: 9798174931237
- ISBN-10: 9798174931237
- Publisher: Independently Published
- Publish Date: September 2026
- Dimensions: 8.5 x 5.5 x 0.36 inches
- Shipping Weight: 0.41 pounds
- Page Count: 154
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